Growing in Troubled Waters

A word about spiritual growth…

Everything needs growth to survive. My son, Ellis, whose mind has always run at warp speed, just couldn’t seem to grow fast enough for his own tastes at just two years old. After almost everything he ate, he’d ask, “Will this make me strong-ner?” (That’s not a misprint). The “this” could be anything from green beans to candy.  He would most times look up and ask me this question before he’d begin a meal.  That child was obsessed with being stronger. Mostly stronger than his big sister. That was the main goal.  He didn’t realize that eating and sleeping would get the job done.


Spiritually speaking, we can be anxious like this, too. We can be so obsessed with looking grown up that we just don’t allow ourselves sufficient time to actually mature. We need to value time. We need to allow ourselves to make mistakes and get help. We have such high expectations for ourselves that we try to hide the dents and nicks in our armor.  But to what avail?  If we pretend we are more spiritual than we really are, we put ourselves in a trick bag.  There always comes a time that people will be able to tell we don’t have what we profess.  Time will always expose our problems.

If we let the Lord have his way in our journey, however, we’ll grow in all the areas we need to.

Excerpt from How to Walk on Water     DOWNLOAD THE BOOK

Author: Renee

I am an author and a retired minister. My passion is helping others find their sense of self and identity after so many years of losing my own. So often we go to church and are still not aware of our disconnection with our true selves. The person inside that God deeply values. My husband and I have been married for over 30 years and have 3 children. I love gourmet cooking, swimming, all kinds of music, and political and religious discussion- the two things my mom said never to talk about at the dinner table.