Hannah’s Angst: Desires Stuck On Pause

The real lesson in Hannah’s story is her worry about a situation in her life that needed healing. She could not have children, and it was a constant source of worry, hurt, and concern


In the bible, God leaves on record the story of a woman named Hannah. She was the mother of the great prophet Samuel. On its surface, it’s the story of how Samuel was dedicated to the Lord from birth. The real lesson in Hannah’s story is her worry about a situation that needed healing. She could not have children, and it was a constant source of worry, hurt, and concern.

The scriptures tell us about her emotional state:

6 And her adversary also provoked her sore, for to make her fret, because the Lord had shut up her womb. 7 And as he did so year by year, when she went up to the house of the Lord, so she provoked her; therefore she wept and did not eat. 1 Ssamuel 1: 6-7

The bible doesn’t identify the ‘adversary’. If we spiritualize this story, the enemy of every follower of Christ is Satan, and he will use people and what they say to us to discourage us. Someone was mocking her about her condition or it could be just the fact that the family was going up to the temple to make offerings and it hurt her having to watch the other wife, who was having baby after baby, tend to her children. Being childless was a source of constant depression.

Isn’t that how it is sometimes when we want God to bless us specifically. We desperately want a particular thing to happen in our lives, but it’s just not happening. Then, looking at what other people possess can be a source of continual pain. It’s not that you hate the other people, or are envious but it’s just a reminder like a sore tooth. You just are reminded of the void in you life. You don’t want people telling you what God is going to do or may do, you want God to bless YOU.

But take a step back from your desire. Take a deep breath. Is that God’s path for you? Sure, your desire may be pure, but there are many ways to get to a destination. Is your anxiety coming from the feeling you need to have it now or fear it will never happen? Philippians 4:6 tells us to worry about nothing but pray about everything (ESV)

I’m sure Hannah went through all the questions: “ Why not me Lord?” “What’s wrong with me? Why can’t I have this?” “ Is it even in your will for my life? Tell me now”.


Hannah’s husband, Elkanah, by all intents, seemed to be a decent guy and treated her well. He says to her something that a lot of people say to other who are grieving and have an empty space in their lives, BE HAPPY WITH WHAT YOU HAVE! He explained how good he was to her and how much he loved her—better than 10 sons, he says. Yet, this was not what Hannah wanted to hear. She realized her blessings but wanted a specific thing from the Lord.

Hannah had a vision of herself being blessed with her own son. It was important to her that it happen just like that.

So she did the only thing she could. She prayed!

She must have looked a mess, talking to herself, maybe rocking back and forth, disheveled. The priest thought that she had been drinking.

Yes, you have to look past people who misunderstand your complaint. Sometimes when we are hurting it may look one way to people on the outside of that hurt. It may look odd to them, but you are doing what you need to do to survive your situation.

Hannah was pouring out her heart and looked bad doing it. She went to God to pour out her heart. The priest accused her of being drunk . How long are you going to be like that?


Trust in him at all times; ye people, pour out your heart before him: God is a refuge for us. Psalms 62.:8

The end of the story is that once the priest heard the sincerity of her request, he prayed for her and proclaimed that she would have her son. She took that in faith and stopped fasting and crying and believed God and God graciously gave her a son.


  1. When people misunderstand your feelings, do you pray or lash out at them in anger. Realize they are not God and are meant to understand. This is a road to travel with God alone.
  2. God’s will and our timing are not always the same. Have you earnestly prayed about the desire of your heart? Sometimes it’s good to take special time to just pray for your spiritual need and grace to endure your situation.
  3. Once Hannah received an assurance in her heart, she went along happily in faith back home to her husband. Have you spent enough time with God to receive an answer about your request?

God bless all

Put your request before God, listen for his instruction and watch him bless your life.

Author: Renee

I am an author and a retired minister. My passion is helping others find their sense of self and identity after so many years of losing my own. So often we go to church and are still not aware of our disconnection with our true selves. The person inside that God deeply values. My husband and I have been married for over 30 years and have 3 children. I love gourmet cooking, swimming, all kinds of music, and political and religious discussion- the two things my mom said never to talk about at the dinner table.

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